God you have one funny sense of humor.
ii loved him dearly, ii tried my damnness to be the best ii could be for him.
loving, loyal, dependable, understanding, patient. 
What more could a person want, right? 

ii put him before myself, before my education, before my “friends” etc.
there were times that ii felt ii cud do the impossible with him in my life.

ii dont think ii will understand why you put all the obstacles that you did.
but as they say “You do work in mysterious ways.”

ii just have a couple questions if you could maybe answer them in your way.

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why did you make our paths cross?
why did you make almost everything impossible?
why did you make him leave?
did ii say or do something that made you angry?
why have you made us angry at eachother?
why did you build a love so strong, and spoil it eventually turning it into hate?
why do you always put something great in my life, and then take it away?

it isn’t fair.

ii loved him, you know? 
&& nobody can ever deny that.